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For the first time in a long time, I had no questions. I had no demands, no expectations.
I felt joy and sadness at once. I don't know why but it was as if I had a revelation.
- Location:The Usual Place
- Mood:
hungry - Music:Just The Girl - Click FIve
Overheard between a little Hindu girl and a Muslim boy around age 8-9 in the school bus (I'm from Malaysia, btw)
HinduG: Oh... I cannot eat beef
MuslimB: Why can't you eat beef?
HinduG: Because cow is my God. I cannot eat my God.
MuslimB: Hahaha (acting like a bully) That's so stupid. Why are there people who belief that a cow is their God? Hahaha...
HinduG: I don't know why. My mom tells me that. So why don't you eat pork? Are pigs your God?
MuslimB: (stunned silence)
No offense here... I just think it's very funny
(quote from a comment on one of MetroDad's entry)
OH, and its cold today :(
- Location:The Usual Place
- Mood:
cold - Music:Shan Hu Hai - Jay Chow
These shoes are so prettyyyyyy :(
Alexander McQueen - leather upper - leather lining - leather sole - 12 cm heel - COSTS $994
Alexander McQueen - leather upper - leather lining - leather sole - 12 cm heel - COSTS $994
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- Location:The Usual?
- Mood:
frustrated - Music:Do It To It - Cherish ft Youngbloodz
"If love is a drug, I guess we're all sober" - Nerina Pallot
"To err is human, to forgive, divine." - Alexander Pope
"To err is human, to forgive, divine." - Alexander Pope
And my friends, I lack of both.
- Location:The Usual Spot
- Mood:
sad - Music:Sophia - Nerina Pallot
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I said I had fun, but really I had fun because these are friends I know I can count on~~ when I'm bored, when I'm angry, etc. And, they never judge me. The thing is, we seldom meet each other.
Mr BoeBoe, thank you so much for being such a good friend. You have such a beautiful soul. Your words, are honest and never judgmental, but always gentle. One of a kind lah, you. :)
Mr 186, I thank you as well. Thank you for always being such a good morale boost. You never fail to sms or wish us good luck during exams or when our assignments are due. You are such a blessing :)
Mr Nobel, thank you for your sarcastic humor. Thank you for your eagerness to spend time with us (oh and also for your intelligence =P) :) I will definitely update you with our "events" :)
After dinner = sheesha. Nothing left to say lol.
Ok so today I went to the Engineering Expo in Claremont. IT WAS RAINING CATS AND DOGS T_T. I got lost + kan cheong because I have to get to work by 11am = I AM LATE FOR WORK. (I know that equation does not make sense) Since I got lost, I was late, and I called the pharmacy up to tell someone that I'll be late (my boss is so going to give me a lecture, and I'll get a very good guilt trip/emotional roller coaster) I think I think too much. Geddit?
After work, I got home and got some lunch then head out for dinner! With Mr BoeBoe, Mr 186 and Mr Nobel at KimChee House. Food was mediocre but company was GREAT. :)
After work, I got home and got some lunch then head out for dinner! With Mr BoeBoe, Mr 186 and Mr Nobel at KimChee House. Food was mediocre but company was GREAT. :)
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I said I had fun, but really I had fun because these are friends I know I can count on~~ when I'm bored, when I'm angry, etc. And, they never judge me. The thing is, we seldom meet each other.
Mr BoeBoe, thank you so much for being such a good friend. You have such a beautiful soul. Your words, are honest and never judgmental, but always gentle. One of a kind lah, you. :)
Mr 186, I thank you as well. Thank you for always being such a good morale boost. You never fail to sms or wish us good luck during exams or when our assignments are due. You are such a blessing :)
Mr Nobel, thank you for your sarcastic humor. Thank you for your eagerness to spend time with us (oh and also for your intelligence =P) :) I will definitely update you with our "events" :)
After dinner = sheesha. Nothing left to say lol.
- Location:Dining Table
- Mood:balanced
- Music:Biru - Afgan
I like Jay Chow's song. Wish I grew up learning Chinese (but that would mean I would have a terrible accent to boot). The translation of his song Fa Ru Xue 发如雪:
I raised a cup and drank in the melancholy of the wind and snow.
Who has upset the depository of past lives,
And disturbed the settled dust from its tranquility?
Our names lent a glance into our destinies;
Can our love survive the countless reincarnations,
And last for an infinite number of lifetimes?
A frown was etched upon your brows,
As you cried that a lost love cannot be redeemed.
It does not matter even if history dissolves into dust,
Because my love for you will never be diminished.
All grandeur and beauty fade away in a blink of the eye -
Like three thousand miles of water flowing towards the East,
They rush on quickly without turning or looking back.
I ask only for a ladle of this spring of love,
In hope to understand its transcendence.
Your soul has transformed into a lovely butterfly,
To which my heart solely and faithfully belongs.
Your hair was white - the color of snow,
And the memory of it renders our separation chillingly poignant.
Is anyone moved by the fragrance of my burning incense?
I invite the brilliant moon to shine its light upon our memories,
Where our love now resides in serene perfection under the moonlight.
Your hair was white - the color of snow,
The sight of it evoked a mess of flying tears.
Is my endless wait for you witnessed by anyone
From his youth to old age?
The mortal world continues to dream in intoxication
As the years become slightly drunken in sadness.
There is no feeling of regret as I carve promises of my eternal love
For you, on your silent and lonely grave.
I remember how the mirror reflected your childlike innocence,
As you daintily tied your ponytail.
If you were to act wildly, throughout this lifetime
I'm willing to be with you, without regret, without fail,
As I raise this cup of wine to prove my undying love for you.
Source: Non Compos Mentis - Translation of 《发如雪》 by Jay Chou
My appreciation of the Mandarin language is renewed. It is such an elegant language. I bet this translation does not fully translate its beauty. Such beautiful words.. I want to learn Mandarin. Perhaps, one day..
- Location:Study Room?
- Mood:
melancholy - Music:Fa Ru Xue - Jay Chou
I am pregnant. Nine weeks pregnant to be exact.
OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG I AM SO FUCKING SCREWED.
HOW?!
What am I going to do?
Should I tell my parents? Should I abort it?
( Maybe I should.. )
let me sum it up:
1. it was fucking cold and there was no hot water (there is still no hot water)
2. it was raining out there and i had to take a bus so i had to cross the street with my umbrella and suddenly a fucking strong wind blew and fucking destroyed my umbrella, WHILE I WAS CROSSING THE STREET. AND AFTER THAT, THE WIND STOPPED BLOWING.
3. i was walking happily and i slipped on a metal plate thingamajig covering the drain/sewage system and slipped. I FUCKING FELL ON MY KNEES. NOW I HAVE BRUISED KNEES, which also made me less capable of doing my thang during body balance class yesterday in the gym.
4. i have 2 tests and 2 assignments due this week. and i dont know what the fuck im doing..
HAVE A GOOD NIGHT. I AM FUCKING TIRED.
- Location:Study Room?
- Mood:
exhausted - Music:if i listen to something now i think i'll break the stereo.
Did I tell you that I had a good time at the library yesterday?
- Location:Study Room
- Mood:
tired
